LIGHT OF DIVINITY
18 years of agony end in 18 days
A Satsang of Sangat ji
My wife had been suffering for nearly 18 years. In 1982, she developed lymp nodes in her body, which later were found to be carrying a tubercular infection. A weak constitution and strong medicines paved the way for all forms of ailments—peptic/gastric ulcers, gall bladder stones, hiatus hernia, tumours on the ear drum, a broid uterus and ovaries.
We tried every form of medication—allopathic, homeopathic, ayurvedic, unani—and even reiki. Nothing worked; diseases kept attacking her. My wife had to undergo five major surgeries between 1987 and 1999. She lost her appetite and was rarely able to eat a proper meal. She lost half her hearing. As per dismal astrological predictions, her life was almost over. The family felt shattered; there was no hope.
It was precisely then that divine benevolence came our way in the form of Guruji, who gave us his refuge. We learnt about Guruji through a family friend and on 20 February 2000, we got to have his first Darshan. The very first day at the sangat was in itself soothing and assuring.
Medically, my wife was prohibited from taking more than a pinch of any form of edible oil, anything spicy and had been advised not to eat after 8 pm. At the sangat, Guruji gave us a handful of oil- rich kadah prasad at around 9 pm and we ate spicy langar an hour later. Back home, we wondered how she would cope with it, for my wife would feel uneasy lying down even if she had food at 7 pm and would stay awake till past midnight. On February 20, she went to sleep immediately and slept soundly throughout.Ever since, she has been eating and digesting food without discomfort.
In the first week of March, on Maha Shivratri, we visited Bade Mandir for the first time. Guruji’s blessings, his prasad and langar took away all her diseases. She felt recharged and energized. A couple of days later, we were again amazed. We had switched on the TV, when she said we were playing it at a very high volume. This was the same person who had difficulty listening to calls due to her hearing loss.
Eighteen years of agony had ended in 18 days.That is not to say that Guruji takes or needs time to bless us. He is showering blessings all the time, but we may not be good recipients. Within a blink of the Mahapurush’s eyes, creation and destruction take place. Hundreds of thousands of souls leave their bodies and a similar number enter new ones. All that we can say is: “Tum Sam Sar Nahin Dayal, Mohe Sam Sar Papi (Just as no one can equal you in kindness, no one can compare with me in sinfulness).”
SHUKRANEY GURUJI
